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             Hi everybody, today like everybody may felt, another down in my life. I believe that life is about up and down, when you cheer the most and you sad the most. What happened today were I lost my atm, which kayuku(my project) there, my monthly savings and kind of. Second, I failed to transferred my scholarship to my mum account, third I forgot to sholat ashar and make it worse when I didn’t feel anything when I passed it. Many selections that I joined remains a mystery which making myself to ask what happened, many obstacles or maybe it’s a trial for me. not a great sadness but that’s enough to make me questioning myself that something gone wrong in me. But if I tried to remember what’s wrong, its uncountable. How to solve past worries that I couldn’t make it. Owes and promises always clinging in my mind, which I cannot fulfil. I have this condition for many times, but yet quickly something unseen help me to get out of this. Allah, good alnus, and parents did. I did this many time, but just today I want to share to share it to you guys, how to quickly out of the condition.
             First thing first, you can’t run away from the condition. There will be always your peak, and your bottom. You don’t feel like what bottom’s did when you are on top. You’ll always feel like always sad because you were never realize what peak’s like really is. In this condition, being grateful is one of option. If you feel like on the ground, there are millions people who below you, under the ground. It makes you burned, questioning yourself “how weak am I”. Next option goes somewhere new, the condition fit you. Garden, park, cliff, or others that no people would be there. Sometime being alone is the solution, being alone can bring you back to what best to do. Other option to share it with your friend. But I usually do the first. Last but not least, see people who support you, you are worth to live here, as long you didn’t hurt other, respect each and do not disgracing yourself in condition, you are a diamond.
             Yeah, that’s it. It may help but not so much I hope the writings are good enough and yet I got 4.5 in IELTS for writing bands, but I’ll keep writing to sharpen it!


Good day  my friend!

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