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Keep the positive toughts ! : Never wrap your dream

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Long time no see, here I am in Getas, field campus of our faculty, Universitas Gadjah Mada Forestry Major assisting final year student to do their final field acitvity, PUPHL Getas, I also spent my new year here, I  was sleeping nicely in my bed when clock tickling at 24.00 nothing special., wkwkwk cz I will have some activity on the follwing day so I recharge my energy. Getas is such life draining field activity, super hard abrsorbing your age, thirst, hunger and sleep wkwkwk. by the way, I rightly now will say that the dream is not over yet, I will unwrap my dream going abroad for forestry project!

In previous story I feel like so desperate in my writing, wish that something good happen then but I am too weak to gain my energty back until then I cannot believe that someone offer me for a job that I familiar with, I hobby with and I super love with, biodiversity survey !! but what made it so blood boiling offer was it is in Philippines!!!! so random but I cannot believe that this happen randomly, but my eager is not as high as I was willing to go to South Africa, wkwkwk yeah I was afraid that enthusiasm can bring me into deep sad dissapointment, so at the time I answer it with "Ok if the schedule ok, I will depart". The offer place the date in December 9-22 2019. "mmmmm ok, I can manage it"

in the middle of the date I was afraid that LPDP would call me for interview, then i have to choose, check my dreamlist or just miss it for another chance. But kindly Allah send me some aid via LPDP account that I was red, then Ok I will go!. but yeah, who knows another failure in our life, just wake up and regain your energy!

Fahmi, mas Pandu and me were the team that assigned by the company to do the survey, located in Ilocos Sur, Nothern part of Philippines, with usual job as plant identification. since Philippines is also tropical country, then I confidence enough to depart without so many books. I only brought one book, an aid for identification : character spot written by Balgooy, adequately precise for identification. 


THEN BOOM! 
I was international departure!
I planned to go to 4 countries before 2021, before I reopen it and dig to reshine it, Allah help me to dig it, Alm, Wiyono, Mrs Adrie and Pak Atus just pull it together so I was super grateful to have them! (wanna cry!) these coincidence just covered me in Jakarta 2 years ago. Once again Alhamdulillah. 



Mrs anin, financial manager of the company, made us did a transit in Singapore!, two countries left hahahaha. we have to wait for another flight, by Cebu, which inside the co pilot gave the passanger some quiz, anybody can answer it, they will got a souvenir!


and boomm!!!  I was in Singapore!! , here my heart was pounding, like I cannot believe this but Allah always have his plan to make me repray and always grateful for what I have. I am willing to remind the readears, write down your dream list, never stop wiriting it, because life will occur repidly beyond your conciousness. never stop dreaming follow it, get used to failure and pressure. let me write in another post when I was in Philippines!

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